WinterAllusion

Your dark hazel eyes grabbed my attention. We both knew what was in store. You whispered for me to follow, and without thinking, I did so. Those hazel eyes caught my mind. My heart became a blur as we moved closer. Nudging your nose, you leaned in for a kiss. My mind and body accepted, ignoring my heart. Our bodies not touching, only our lips. We pulled away, I was painted red. You say, it's time to go, but before we leave.. You lean in a second time, eyes closed. I accept, still blurring out my heart. Once it was all over, my heart became crystal clear. Your hazel eyes are demons, and my heart now trembles when I see them.

Where do I begin when I'm aiming for an ending. I want to begin when you're ready to end. See those stars, they look over you every night. Every star you see is every tear I drop. Of sorrow and happiness all together in blackness. Though your face is not present and your voice is not heard. In the day time and night it feels so real. So close yet so far away, as they say. Speak with your heart not your mind daddy. Don't you remember me when you're drinking? The baby that you love with all of your heart. You told me that you'd stop but you lied. You've lied to me my entired life! I've shed so many tears you don't know about. Mom

Live and lie Laugh and cry all get by all will die See and hear far and near all in fear all in tears You need not lie, you need not cry For I am here, far and near You shall not fear, for I love you dear.

Come home, I see you haven't been happy. Come home, It's where you're welcome. Come home, Back to the family. Come home, The laughs have been fake without you. Come home, Where you're face used to glow. Come home, I miss you.